Depression and Fear

Now that the stress of school is almost over, I have to stress about finding a job. In this area, it's not what you know, it's who you know. There may not be any positions left at the school where I student teach. They've already hired more experienced teachers for the two positions they had. I am so scared that if I can't get hired in a school where people know me and have recommended me, then I'll never find a job.

If I don't find something, I may end up working retail again. I don't think I could stand that after all the work I've done to finish school. Besides, the last time I looked for a job, I couldn't even get an interview at Target. Life can be so depressing sometimes.

If anyone out there happens to be in a position to hire a high school English teacher, by all means, let me know. I could really use the help.